i had the fucking most awesome week last week! :D
i will blog bites about it soon. now not in the mood to blog. because i just saw someone's portfolio.
i always get this nauseous feeling after i see someone else's portfolio. it's the pinch of dread mixed with impending doom.
T_T
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Sunday, June 26, 2011
rain is coming
i open my windows to ventilate my room and lowered my blinds to filter the sunlight. but gusts of wind from the sea thrust against my blinds causing them to beat viciously upon my window grills.
it sounds like a thousand cymbols going off at the same time.
clang. clang.
clang.
metal on metal. nails on chalkboard.
i see rain.
it sounds like a thousand cymbols going off at the same time.
clang. clang.
clang.
metal on metal. nails on chalkboard.
i see rain.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Sunday, June 19, 2011
pink umbrella
yesterday, i could have either gone to pink dot or go to the adm grad show. i went to the adm show and i was sorely disappointed. this entry is really really rude and insolent so if you would take offense, leave after reading this sentence.
the animation had more hits than misses as compared to film. my fav from animation is gachapon girl (GOOD CONCEPT). there were a few that were pretty good like chugawagas, reality tv (GOOD CONCEPT) and spycat.
to me, the worst would be beauty, hatched and sheepbulb. you know something sucks when u just want it to end.
i do not fancy surrealism. i don't like to see how you think, neither do i want to appreciate how u perceive the world.
film was worse because, if anim sucks, at most is just 5min. film was fucking 30min. LINE 1 was the best of the bunch and im glad they put it first. The rest were just really bleh.
especially Seeya In Elektrik Dreamz and Sky & Night. Sky and night was basically a 30min film with the verbal reflections of 1 woman who wanders about town and meets a angmoh woman who could be a lesbian.
i hate verbal reflections. just when u thought it stopped, she ploughs on with more boring insights about life. the whole thing was so dreary. 30min of self-reflections about LIFE. how. fucking. terrible? why would i give a shit about the tide ebbing and flowing?
eletric dreams is similar. even the spelling is irritating. eleKtriK dreamZ. wow, original. this is very similar to sky and night except the narration is alternately done by children and adults, which makes it even more bizarre. it lacks consistency. the sets and costumes were unexplainable.
this is the kind of shit i don't like. see i only want shallow straight forward films. you give me mind-fucking films, i will scorn it. i did not understand wtf was going on in ED.
and i also don't want to understand. this last film left me with a headache on the way home.
the food : pasta mania. UGGH. i want better food!
.
should have gone pink dot instead, looks way more fun and i can get a pink umbrella and plushie FOR FREE T_T i read online report say got 10k ppl. wah!
the animation had more hits than misses as compared to film. my fav from animation is gachapon girl (GOOD CONCEPT). there were a few that were pretty good like chugawagas, reality tv (GOOD CONCEPT) and spycat.
to me, the worst would be beauty, hatched and sheepbulb. you know something sucks when u just want it to end.
i do not fancy surrealism. i don't like to see how you think, neither do i want to appreciate how u perceive the world.
film was worse because, if anim sucks, at most is just 5min. film was fucking 30min. LINE 1 was the best of the bunch and im glad they put it first. The rest were just really bleh.
especially Seeya In Elektrik Dreamz and Sky & Night. Sky and night was basically a 30min film with the verbal reflections of 1 woman who wanders about town and meets a angmoh woman who could be a lesbian.
i hate verbal reflections. just when u thought it stopped, she ploughs on with more boring insights about life. the whole thing was so dreary. 30min of self-reflections about LIFE. how. fucking. terrible? why would i give a shit about the tide ebbing and flowing?
eletric dreams is similar. even the spelling is irritating. eleKtriK dreamZ. wow, original. this is very similar to sky and night except the narration is alternately done by children and adults, which makes it even more bizarre. it lacks consistency. the sets and costumes were unexplainable.
this is the kind of shit i don't like. see i only want shallow straight forward films. you give me mind-fucking films, i will scorn it. i did not understand wtf was going on in ED.
and i also don't want to understand. this last film left me with a headache on the way home.
the food : pasta mania. UGGH. i want better food!
.
should have gone pink dot instead, looks way more fun and i can get a pink umbrella and plushie FOR FREE T_T i read online report say got 10k ppl. wah!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
frogs and 2.4km
last night i dreamt that one of the requirements for 2.4km run was that i had to run with a leashed frog.
i felt very bewildered. a frog will not run in front of u on a leash like a dog.
i envisioned me running and pulling a frog-shaped balloon behind me. eventually the frog will die from being dragged across the track 6 rounds. i did not want a dead frog!
so i went to confront the PTI (something like PE teacher) and ask him how come i must have a frog with me when i run 2.4km.
.
my guess is that the frog symbolises my worries about not being able to jump for standing broad jump and my mind blended the 2 into this bizarre dream.
me and my weird dreams should be written as my weird dreams and i.
i felt very bewildered. a frog will not run in front of u on a leash like a dog.
i envisioned me running and pulling a frog-shaped balloon behind me. eventually the frog will die from being dragged across the track 6 rounds. i did not want a dead frog!
so i went to confront the PTI (something like PE teacher) and ask him how come i must have a frog with me when i run 2.4km.
.
my guess is that the frog symbolises my worries about not being able to jump for standing broad jump and my mind blended the 2 into this bizarre dream.
me and my weird dreams should be written as my weird dreams and i.
Friday, June 17, 2011
shitting
i dunno why but i like to announce shitting online. shitting is like a monumental milestone in my life. now i am having cramps but i dun think i can shit.
asshole close shop le.
should i reopen?
just drank some minute maid orange juice. i hope the shopkeeper will revitalise.
.
i dont have habit of bringing things into toilet. i dunno how people can read and shit at the same time. it's like their hidden power. when i shit, i focus all my attention on the shit and nothing else.
i guess u can say that i am a focused person in life. sometimes.
.
yesterday still weighs upon my mind like a boulder.
asshole close shop le.
should i reopen?
just drank some minute maid orange juice. i hope the shopkeeper will revitalise.
.
i dont have habit of bringing things into toilet. i dunno how people can read and shit at the same time. it's like their hidden power. when i shit, i focus all my attention on the shit and nothing else.
i guess u can say that i am a focused person in life. sometimes.
.
yesterday still weighs upon my mind like a boulder.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
SURVIVOR relived / stupid lalaland review
i've been watching survivor challenges lately and i was reminded that alliances will change in the blink of an eye. people who seem nice and friendly might back-stab me when my back is turned. but such things cannot be helped, that's just the way humans are. guard your heart as you would your soul. (is that a right reference?)
yesterday i went to watch lalaland with isk. a thai horror show and yes i slept with my light on last night. i totally embarrassed myself in the theatre. so much so that when the show ended, i hastened to make a quick getaway because i dowan ppl to turn back and pinpoint me as the source of, yes.
i was repeatedly scared by the sudden movements and especially the sound effects. i also noticed lots of mis en scenes in the movie. i think my teacher would have been proud.
my thai class (wed) ended last week and they are really smart! they presented everyone with a certificate of... attendence!
rather than competency! i wish i was as cunning.
finally my wednesdays are mine again :D since the start of this year... my weds have been busy! so yes. can finally enjoy a calm peaceful wed nite.
yesterday i went to watch lalaland with isk. a thai horror show and yes i slept with my light on last night. i totally embarrassed myself in the theatre. so much so that when the show ended, i hastened to make a quick getaway because i dowan ppl to turn back and pinpoint me as the source of, yes.
i was repeatedly scared by the sudden movements and especially the sound effects. i also noticed lots of mis en scenes in the movie. i think my teacher would have been proud.
my thai class (wed) ended last week and they are really smart! they presented everyone with a certificate of... attendence!
rather than competency! i wish i was as cunning.
finally my wednesdays are mine again :D since the start of this year... my weds have been busy! so yes. can finally enjoy a calm peaceful wed nite.
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
i am doing something stupid
today, i am going to watch a thai horror movie called laddaland with my classmate. yes the spelling is correct. i know i will be scared shitless after watching it and have insomnia for 2wks.
i always promise myself that i wont ever watch a horror movie again because of the consequences. i get so freaked out. and paying $ to scare yourself is just stupid right?
but, promises are made to be broken. therefore, dun make promises. unless u are a dragon rider.
i watch the trailer last night, and when the music changed, i promptly paused it refusing to continue. i still wanted to sleep last night. but i had a bad sleep. i dreamt i was in a thriller and everyone was out to brainwash me. zzzz slept at 3, woke up at 7.
so much for psyching myself.
i am feeling cheery now but i know i am going to regret this later! XD
i always promise myself that i wont ever watch a horror movie again because of the consequences. i get so freaked out. and paying $ to scare yourself is just stupid right?
but, promises are made to be broken. therefore, dun make promises. unless u are a dragon rider.
i watch the trailer last night, and when the music changed, i promptly paused it refusing to continue. i still wanted to sleep last night. but i had a bad sleep. i dreamt i was in a thriller and everyone was out to brainwash me. zzzz slept at 3, woke up at 7.
so much for psyching myself.
i am feeling cheery now but i know i am going to regret this later! XD
Sunday, June 12, 2011
OK!
just saw my results!! overall quite happy but i was hoping for an improvement but saw none.. ah well...
what have i done
"what have you done today to make you feel proud?"
it's been sch hols for a while now and i have been sportier than ever. every wk for the past 3 weeks i have been playing badminton with my classmate and her outside friends. very fun really enjoy it :D
cannot tell that i would like badminton right? :P lol. tho i cannot smash but i play until very shiok. i always play until got salt on my body! is damn fun! like dam healthy like that.
and yesterday... or the day before, i volunteer myself for orientation's amazing race.
i took very long to decide... but whatever comes, i have to stick with it and make the best of it. it's time to test my personal calibre. people always say i give up half way, so now's my chance to prove to myself that im not what they say.
cannot always be so selfish and i should help others right? when they are in need? but i am not the siao-on kind so.
yea and i better blog all this now because my mood is relatively good. i am going to check my results for SEM 2 now. and i think my mood will deprove.
results released on thursday so on a stupid quest to prove my resolve to myself, i did not check. HAHA. but that was partly cause of fear too.
OK. cya.
it's been sch hols for a while now and i have been sportier than ever. every wk for the past 3 weeks i have been playing badminton with my classmate and her outside friends. very fun really enjoy it :D
cannot tell that i would like badminton right? :P lol. tho i cannot smash but i play until very shiok. i always play until got salt on my body! is damn fun! like dam healthy like that.
and yesterday... or the day before, i volunteer myself for orientation's amazing race.
i took very long to decide... but whatever comes, i have to stick with it and make the best of it. it's time to test my personal calibre. people always say i give up half way, so now's my chance to prove to myself that im not what they say.
cannot always be so selfish and i should help others right? when they are in need? but i am not the siao-on kind so.
yea and i better blog all this now because my mood is relatively good. i am going to check my results for SEM 2 now. and i think my mood will deprove.
results released on thursday so on a stupid quest to prove my resolve to myself, i did not check. HAHA. but that was partly cause of fear too.
OK. cya.
This is what i call failed
2 weeks ago i was queuing for carls jr. at vivo and there was this woman behind me. She had so many kids they had to stand outside the Q to give her their orders.
I initially thought she was a kindergarten teacher. Then realised it was impossible because the kids look the same. and all 6 of them were female. (age: 7-15 yo)
Then it struck me.
WHAT A FAILED SITUATION! they must have tried and tried for a son but the swimmer and the factory just wont cooperate! :D
can't you just be contented having daughters instead of repeatedly trying for sons? and summore you try and try and u fail. even more funny.
den the daughters (who were at the perfect age to be irritating and not chio, not a girl not yet a woman) each wanted different combos. so, 1 combo is $12.90. $12.90x 6 is over $70.
funny right? spend so much at fast food joint.
go home and eat la. having too many kids is so hard to sustain. oh well she must be rich anyway.
I initially thought she was a kindergarten teacher. Then realised it was impossible because the kids look the same. and all 6 of them were female. (age: 7-15 yo)
Then it struck me.
WHAT A FAILED SITUATION! they must have tried and tried for a son but the swimmer and the factory just wont cooperate! :D
can't you just be contented having daughters instead of repeatedly trying for sons? and summore you try and try and u fail. even more funny.
den the daughters (who were at the perfect age to be irritating and not chio, not a girl not yet a woman) each wanted different combos. so, 1 combo is $12.90. $12.90x 6 is over $70.
funny right? spend so much at fast food joint.
go home and eat la. having too many kids is so hard to sustain. oh well she must be rich anyway.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
FB status killers
Meet 2 status killers. There is such a thing called emo status and it hates to be killed by stupid comments.
To person A aka captain obvious: I'm sure i am lamenting because my grades are too good.
To person B: you can see above. i almost wanted to reply that but i did not. i can be nice too.
Don't you just hate it when someone kills your emo status by posting dumbass stuff?
This is not the first time person A destroyed my emo statuses. Almost everything he posts kills whatever im saying. it adds the philosophical fullstop.
For me when i see emo status, i will gloat and press like. or sometimes when im feeling extremely evil, i will post a snarky comment. but never never will i kill an emo status.
Emo statuses should be left to -SIMMER-
To person A aka captain obvious: I'm sure i am lamenting because my grades are too good.
To person B: you can see above. i almost wanted to reply that but i did not. i can be nice too.
Don't you just hate it when someone kills your emo status by posting dumbass stuff?
This is not the first time person A destroyed my emo statuses. Almost everything he posts kills whatever im saying. it adds the philosophical fullstop.
For me when i see emo status, i will gloat and press like. or sometimes when im feeling extremely evil, i will post a snarky comment. but never never will i kill an emo status.
Emo statuses should be left to -SIMMER-
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
wow another song i like
in english it means, "when winter night becomes warm" :)
after listening to it a few times, i find that i really like it! i once again i fell in love with yet another irritating song.
after listening to it a few times, i find that i really like it! i once again i fell in love with yet another irritating song.
am i being evil or
watch this first.
i was laughing when i see the judges cry. i am not laughing as in mentally laugh when u see a good joke on tv. laughing as in a witch-like-cackle laughing.
i was also rolling my eyes when i see some members of the audience cry.
gosh you all are a bunch of hypocrites aren't ya. before he began singing the guy says that he was orphaned since age 5 and had been living alone on the streets since then, struggling to make a living. he holds a job as a manual labourer.
did anyone cry?
no.
during his singing, people just started crying. Are u fucking joking? you can be touched by his voice and not by his plight. and the judges are also two of those fools.
so let's just assume, this simple looking guy aged 22 with his bowl cut hair and single eyelids sings horribly. would anyone shed a tear of joy? a tear of pity?
i think not. lucky him that he had a good voice, if not no one would give a shit about hearing his tragic childhood.
fucking hypocrites.
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on a sidenote, i wanna learn KOR nxt sem! speaking the KOR language seems so melodious! :D
i was laughing when i see the judges cry. i am not laughing as in mentally laugh when u see a good joke on tv. laughing as in a witch-like-cackle laughing.
i was also rolling my eyes when i see some members of the audience cry.
gosh you all are a bunch of hypocrites aren't ya. before he began singing the guy says that he was orphaned since age 5 and had been living alone on the streets since then, struggling to make a living. he holds a job as a manual labourer.
did anyone cry?
no.
during his singing, people just started crying. Are u fucking joking? you can be touched by his voice and not by his plight. and the judges are also two of those fools.
so let's just assume, this simple looking guy aged 22 with his bowl cut hair and single eyelids sings horribly. would anyone shed a tear of joy? a tear of pity?
i think not. lucky him that he had a good voice, if not no one would give a shit about hearing his tragic childhood.
fucking hypocrites.
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on a sidenote, i wanna learn KOR nxt sem! speaking the KOR language seems so melodious! :D
Sunday, June 5, 2011
editting information
i hope i did not just do something stupid. i went to update my email contact info on the n-s-page.
You have successfully modified your details on 05 Jun 2011.
Thank you for updating your personal particulars. These changes will be updated in our database within 3 working days.
fuck fuck fuck. i hope my name doesnt appear blinking red on their database like a beacon in the darkness and then before i know it, the R. letter comes and off i go...
am i being paranoid? no. no i'm not.
no.
(i'm trying to avoid typing keywords so that the turbo search engine they use wont be able to trace this post)
gosh. if they really do call me up... i will be depressed.
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OVEREATING.
i think i overate today. i ate aston at 5pm. black pepper fish. sides: fries and onion rings + EXTRA bowl of onion rings. after that i had dessert which is fries (M). then at 8, i got hungry because planned to eat gelare but did not so i settled for QIJI.
at 8pm, i ate $4.00 Qiji. ooo ikan bilist is so nice and the chicken wing. SUPERB. the otah looks very pale, i dunhno why. but who cares otah was nv its selling point. plus 2 cups of grass jelly becost the chilli dam spicy.
So you see. this is my dinner for today T_T
I am fat... T_T no point telling me i'm not. the only way u can comfort me is you get fatter den me.
You have successfully modified your details on 05 Jun 2011.
Thank you for updating your personal particulars. These changes will be updated in our database within 3 working days.
fuck fuck fuck. i hope my name doesnt appear blinking red on their database like a beacon in the darkness and then before i know it, the R. letter comes and off i go...
am i being paranoid? no. no i'm not.
no.
(i'm trying to avoid typing keywords so that the turbo search engine they use wont be able to trace this post)
gosh. if they really do call me up... i will be depressed.
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OVEREATING.
i think i overate today. i ate aston at 5pm. black pepper fish. sides: fries and onion rings + EXTRA bowl of onion rings. after that i had dessert which is fries (M). then at 8, i got hungry because planned to eat gelare but did not so i settled for QIJI.
at 8pm, i ate $4.00 Qiji. ooo ikan bilist is so nice and the chicken wing. SUPERB. the otah looks very pale, i dunhno why. but who cares otah was nv its selling point. plus 2 cups of grass jelly becost the chilli dam spicy.
So you see. this is my dinner for today T_T
I am fat... T_T no point telling me i'm not. the only way u can comfort me is you get fatter den me.
awesome action packed dream!
i had the most awesome dream last night. i dreamt that i was a mutant trying to evade capture from the US army and i even (stole and) drove an army jeep without license thru a shop and onto the road!!! i did have some problems turning the car tho, maybe because i was driving too fast?
i had 3 other frens with me and... i did not know wad power i have...
when i woke up, it is pouring outside my window. did the rain have something to do with my dream?
i had 3 other frens with me and... i did not know wad power i have...
when i woke up, it is pouring outside my window. did the rain have something to do with my dream?
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